Okay I'm feeling like real Rachel right now so I wanted to address a little concern (ps wonderful day) Okay so worried.The things that have been sent to me have been so sweet and I am afraid that in my bad times I may have given the wrong impression that I am not grateful for the amazing support that I have been blessed with. I really appreciate your comments, your prayers and your encouragement its just that some days I feel so overwhelmed and so I may not express my appreciation.
It was great to have a day off from appointments and maybe that is why I am feeling more like Rachel. Diane and I were able to get out and go to a mall and Costco (almost like home except for one area that made us a little nervous, took a wrong turn into a neighborhood that we shouldn't have turned in to, scary).
I still crave food and especially salt but I have taken control and just say NO! Why did it have to be the day that a group came feed us dinner and of course they were all of my favorite foods with lots of salt and cheese. I ate watermelon and mixed up some instant potatoes (no salt or cheese and they did not taste good).
Today I was Rachel without cancer and it felt good. The Son-shine felt so good today. (No I didn't mispell that) :)