It took a lot of courage to post a picture a couple of days ago. I was really grateful for all the kind words I received. Life is so hard to live right now. I keep thinking "I better have lots of blessings waiting;)."
I joke about exercise being disgusting, but in all reality that's what I hope for. I just want to run again.
My mom talks about the sun a lot and how it's going to rise and how we take for granted God watching over us. How annoying to have to make the sun go around over and over.
People think running on the track makes them dizzy. But how true. We are watcöhed over and most of the time I know I take it for granted. I know i need to realize who gives me life.
I make "ugh I have to do everything for you" comment. I'm like a toddler though. My mom literally puts food in my mouth for me.
Somebody that had once been fighting a less severe battle her whole life asked me " oh. So you haven't been fighting for very long?" I was so upset because I feel like it's been a long time. Time seems to drag on forever. I am so glad that time doesn't exist in heaven it gets me through hard times down here.
My life is really hard but it helps when I look at showering and getting dressed as a service for other people. Ha ha.