I’m still keepin’ on. It stinks cause I am still am fully coherent but I have a hard time talking and basically everything I do is hard for me. My mom made me walk back and forth along the banister 3 times and I got exhausted. This trial has made me really wonder if God is real, I can’t say for everyone but I believe strongly in God. My alternative doctor talks about hope and the world’s view of it. I will always have heavenly hope.