I am a lot happier today even though my face and tongue are really numb. It's very upsetting to have cancer, but ya live and learn, or so I hear. I'm just going along with it this whole time, and smiling while I do it because smiling makes me happy, and I'd rather be happy than be sad. Even though it's so easy to be sad because I am disappointed time after time.
Ready for some pictures about now? Okay, here we go.
Confession: I'm a hoarder of pictures. I love pictures. I think every moment needs to be captured multiple times, and it's a serious issue, on par with cancer.
This is my purple power port...
...before it lodged itself in my chest.
During surgery. I was awake! Inhumane, right?
I have the best dad in the whole world. He would feed me sausage mcmuffins even if I bit his fingers, because he's just that good of a dad.
This is how I look now, it's annoying, but at least they sealed me up good. Hopefully this doesn't look pornographic. I'm just realizing it's pretty revealing, whoops!
My hair is growing out so good! This is how long all of it is today!
Also I still love doing these things (picture hoarder, I'm telling you), so Jordyn and I hit the town (aka the mall), and took a few beauty shots this morning.
As you can see, I didn't post any of the pictures that I always make them take during the surgery. Why? Because they're pretty gruesome and I can't look at them. They make me sick to look at, so maybe one day when I'm not so sensitive I can look through them and post some when I'm a little less nauseated.
Thank you for your love, support, fasting, prayers, and so much more. It's scary. I'm scared. But I'm glad that I know who I am and I know who created me and I know where I'm going eventually. That's the comforting part.
I can do hard things