Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Pain Pain Go Away

I'm still fighting aka I am still breathing. You wouldn't believe how hard it can be. Right now the worst thing I'm dealing with are mini migraines- I honestly feel horrible but I'm taking all this in and enjoying it the best that I can.

In the mornings I wake up and spend a couple hours in bed getting my bearings. I'm trying to also eat a lot of good food so I can keep my weight up and stable. Then I usually shower than sit in bed and let ideas collect in my head and try to accomplish them at night.

I am trying to make the best out of these long days and it is not easy but I am successful. I have realized that nobody gets it easy but when I lay down at night I do not feel defeated and I think that's because of the attitude that I have been blessed with.

It's still hard to focus and type this but I am doing it piece by piece in my phone and trying my best. I would say don't judge, but that seems childish.



-Rachel


My great buddy!

Hi! Selfie from the car! Oh! I made that shirt I'm wearing last year!

My attempt to water color

My sister Lauren taught me how to screen print, I cut out the fabric and I am not sewing wonderfully so Diane did that. The mask was still my brain child!

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      Hi everyone... Am so excited to share my testimony of a real spell caster who brought my husband back to me. My husband and I have been married for about 6 years now. We were happily married with two kids, a boy and a girl. 3 months ago, I started to notice some strange behavior from him and a few weeks later I found out that my husband is seeing someone else. He started coming home late from work, he hardly cared about me or the kids anymore, Sometimes he goes out and doesn't even come back home for about 2-3 days. I did all I could to rectify this problem but all to no avail. I became very worried and needed help. As I was browsing through the Internet one day, I came across a website that suggested that Dr. Wale can help solve marital problems, restore broken relationships and so on. So, I felt I should give him a try. I contacted him and told him my problems and he told me what to do and I did it and he did a spell for me. 48 hours later, my husband came to me and apologized for the wrongs he did and promised never to do it again. Ever since then, everything has returned back to normal. My family is living together happily again.. All thanks to Dr. Wale If you have any problem contact him and I guarantee you that he will help you. He will not disappoint you. you can WhatsApp him +1(978) 406-9575 or Email him at : everlastingspellcast@gmail.com or view his website for more review https://everlastingspellcaster.website2.me/contact

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  2. You are amazing! My little boy Alex had DIPG. We hate it more than anything. Lots of love and prayers to you and your family❤

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  3. Nobody's judging. Well except when we all found you amazing. That is all.

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  4. Rachel, I have been following your blog from afar and can say that I can't imagine anyone calling your writing 'childish.' I can think of a bunch of other adjectives to describe you, however: Beautiful, brilliant, thoughtful and always inspirational. Lots of prayers coming your way from Minnesota!

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  5. Rachel, you are truly an inspiration. Thank you for your example of faith, strength and perseverance. Thank you for your example­čśî

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  6. No judging sweet girl, only love and our prayers xxx

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  7. Sending love today. Millie's mom

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  8. I know we weren't best friends in high school or anything, but thanks for sharing your story. You're in my thoughts!

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  9. I found your site very beautiful and distinguished too.
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  10. You are my answer to prayer. I love you.

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  11. Are you feeling better? XXOO

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  12. I'm so proud of you!! And I love your art, your design sense and your attitude and heart. Love the mask and that quirky smile. You're amazing and amazingly blessed. See you soon.

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  13. Thinking about you and keeping you in out prayers!

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  14. Rachel - you are amazing beyond words! Please post an update on how you are feeling. Your strength and determination are amazing and inspirational for so many!!! Lifting you up in prayer!!!

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  15. Hello,

    You are a beautiful, inspiring young woman. I have heard cannibis oil may halt the tumor's growth. Has this been checked into? Prayers to you. Lynn

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    You are a beautiful, inspiring young woman. I have heard cannibis oil may halt the tumor's growth. Has this been checked into? Prayers to you. Lynn

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