Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Pain Pain Go Away

I'm still fighting aka I am still breathing. You wouldn't believe how hard it can be. Right now the worst thing I'm dealing with are mini migraines- I honestly feel horrible but I'm taking all this in and enjoying it the best that I can.

In the mornings I wake up and spend a couple hours in bed getting my bearings. I'm trying to also eat a lot of good food so I can keep my weight up and stable. Then I usually shower than sit in bed and let ideas collect in my head and try to accomplish them at night.

I am trying to make the best out of these long days and it is not easy but I am successful. I have realized that nobody gets it easy but when I lay down at night I do not feel defeated and I think that's because of the attitude that I have been blessed with.

It's still hard to focus and type this but I am doing it piece by piece in my phone and trying my best. I would say don't judge, but that seems childish.



-Rachel


My great buddy!

Hi! Selfie from the car! Oh! I made that shirt I'm wearing last year!

My attempt to water color

My sister Lauren taught me how to screen print, I cut out the fabric and I am not sewing wonderfully so Diane did that. The mask was still my brain child!

25 comments:

  1. You are amazing! My little boy Alex had DIPG. We hate it more than anything. Lots of love and prayers to you and your family❤

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  2. Nobody's judging. Well except when we all found you amazing. That is all.

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  3. Rachel, I have been following your blog from afar and can say that I can't imagine anyone calling your writing 'childish.' I can think of a bunch of other adjectives to describe you, however: Beautiful, brilliant, thoughtful and always inspirational. Lots of prayers coming your way from Minnesota!

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  4. Rachel, you are truly an inspiration. Thank you for your example of faith, strength and perseverance. Thank you for your example😌

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  5. No judging sweet girl, only love and our prayers xxx

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  6. Sending love today. Millie's mom

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  7. I know we weren't best friends in high school or anything, but thanks for sharing your story. You're in my thoughts!

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  8. I found your site very beautiful and distinguished too.
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  9. You are my answer to prayer. I love you.

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  10. Are you feeling better? XXOO

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  11. I'm so proud of you!! And I love your art, your design sense and your attitude and heart. Love the mask and that quirky smile. You're amazing and amazingly blessed. See you soon.

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  12. Thinking about you and keeping you in out prayers!

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  13. Rachel - you are amazing beyond words! Please post an update on how you are feeling. Your strength and determination are amazing and inspirational for so many!!! Lifting you up in prayer!!!

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  14. Hello,

    You are a beautiful, inspiring young woman. I have heard cannibis oil may halt the tumor's growth. Has this been checked into? Prayers to you. Lynn

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  15. Hello,

    You are a beautiful, inspiring young woman. I have heard cannibis oil may halt the tumor's growth. Has this been checked into? Prayers to you. Lynn

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